| A couple days ago I applied to Valparaiso. Now all I have left to do is my personal statement which is giving my pain. Here's half of my application which I already submitted. Enjoy. Performing in front of a crowd has opened my eyes. I was self-conscious, timid, to myself, and definitely afraid of crowds. What made me answer that add in the paper three and a half years ago? I don’t know. Maybe I wanted to do something with myself or maybe I wanted people, or just anyone, to notice me. But when I answered that add in August 2006, I hadn’t any idea what would come to me. Performing in dinner theater plays made me not only realize my potential, but what I really want in my life. Because of the plays I acted in, I’ve realized my desire to travel, how I impacted people, and how immediate acquaintances can become my friends and my family. Since our troupe only performed on weekends, six months per play, we all had to try to love one another and become one big family (big as in five of us :]). Of course each one of us had our trials and troubles, but we helped one another thus became stronger together. We all traveled in a small van with all our props, a stage, and a foam couch in not just Indiana, but Illinois, Michigan, Kentucky, and Ohio. Leaving home every weekend was hard at times, but I discovered how I loved to be on the road and to experience new environments. I’ve seen Ronald Reagan’s boyhood home, been in three states in one day, and seen the Mississippi for the first time. But the best experience of all wasn’t on the road. It was on the stage. Stepping up in front of a crowd had to be the best of the best. Knowing that man over there who paid $60 to see this show depends on me to present an astounding performance, but not just me, my family. Witnessing him smiling and laughing, frowning and sighing, gives me joy because I feel I am exceeding my goal, my goal…to impact. Because my eyes opened, I realized I could impact at least someone even though it might just be a second or an hour. So, as the years have gone by, I’ve become less shy and more confident. I make friends and participate more. I now look at the world in a different way. 
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